Saturn in the 5th house of the solar return indicates that normal self-expression is affected by present circumstances.
For one reason or another, you feel very unsure of yourself and find it difficult to express who you are without fear of criticism from others. Most likely, your social milieu has changed.
You may feel like a fish out of water, and you no longer feel relaxed and comfortable with yourself
This is especially true if you suspect that you are in an unfriendly environment and you are consciously trying to be inoffensive to those around you.
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For example, a psychic who went to graduate school found that another psychic had attended the same school before him.
The first psychic had verbally threatened various professors and alienated them to such an extent that the second student had to deal with the stigma of being a psychic.
It was to his advantage to be very inoffensive and non-threatening until he was able to establish his own personality as separate and distinct from his predecessor's.
He experienced a period of self-imposed personality limitation while he worked toward greater definition of who he was. When he succeeded, he was able to show practical applications for his skills.
Saturn transiting your fifth house Horoscope, insists that you create something that will last. Where Saturn transits he also brings a change in status, which in the fifth house could range from becoming a parent to changing careers. Learn more about Astrological transit of SATURN in 5th house Horoscope.
Another example, of this uneasiness with self is the experience of an older woman dating a much younger man.
She did not really fit in with his friends, and he could not really relate to hers. The transition from one environment to another may involve some inhibition. The natural flow associated with self-expression seems more controlled and consciously directed. There will be situations where caution is warranted and even advantageous. The ability to "fit in" where you would not normally go can be beneficial to your own growth and to those you meet.
The need for greater discipline when working creatively is commonly seen with this Saturn placement. During the year, even the creative process itself will be subject to greater control.
During the year, you are likely to ask for constructive criticism of your work in the hopes of getting a clearer definition of what you are trying to get across.
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